Shanghai is a ... beta not say incase this is filtered like facebook but so icky and this rubbish truck drove past and dropped mud on the way and its frikin impossible to cross roads but i love it here

turns out i do remember how to be mature. im become very quiet and usually nod along pretending to understand my grandrents. shh. ive learnt old ppl love to talk so just let them.

dads rents place is like the size of my lounge and dining room and think 5 ppl fitting there and theres no privacy omg when i showered the first day, the taps is like controlled externally so grandpa kept asking through the screen is it too hot? too cold?? how about stop stalking my shower and leave me alone?! the screen around the bathroom is slighly transparent as well (curtain around shower) omg *dies and they still shit in bowls which rly sux when im having womanly issues ty == i feel so sorry for my cousin- 24 and still living with grandparents no wonder he hasnt had a gf i mean can u imagine him takin a girl home and showering with her?!

so i run away to mums rents where its slightly bigger and theres women and A TOILET!! But because im a xu im not entitled to call it home and ill hurt dads feelings if i dont stay at his rents.

Representing dad to wish my grandpas sister well at the moment and dammit she walked in on my bath == and denies she saw anything ..

im gonna hide from the beaches when i get home cos im fat!! and i cant help it! dinner here, side dishes are served first but id fill myself up cos im hungry at the beginning of dinner and then grandpa serves rice and i cant refuse otherwise theyll be like woah anna doesnt eat food?! == theyre overly genorous too and amazing cooks!, cooking all the food u cant find back in australia and everyday i get asked what i want to eat and theyll go buy it aww

i got my hair styled 2 dats ago and ITS SO ASIAN OMG!! i wanted it straight sure but like stripper straight ya know - slightly messy but its like straight asss i cant frikin mess it up and its soo FLAT.
where did the volume go?? T_T i like hated it! was absolutely devastated! i dont wanna look the typical asian ya know i like being different im still whitewashed anyway im used it it now, much neaer and as an offside note: the hairdresser was hawtt and i spent a good 3hrs checkin him out in the mirror ...

ah the oldies wanna sleep
goodnight
x bella